Normally when something big happens in your life, you have your family to support you through those tough times. When I got sick, at first, the support was there. There was my ex boyfriend who was doing a really good job of taking care of me, He witnessed a lot in the beginning and I don’t know how much a person could really handle when … Continue reading I will stand on my own
I haven’t spoken about it in a long time. I haven’t had to. There hasn’t been any reason to bring it up until now. Slowly. He says “we can talk about it when you are ready.” Will I ever really be ready to talk about it again? Life has just been about going forward and not even thinking about that thing, I just take medicine … Continue reading here we go again…
Things have been going so well for me. Life is good. Work is good. Family is good. I really couldn’t ask for anything more. Even with COVID going on all around us, I’m one of the lucky ones who can say that everything is really going okay. Probably even better than okay. So why is it that when I finally get to this point in … Continue reading Self Love
I feel so outdated. The technology world has left me in the dust. Unfortunately my line of work isn’t exactly in the technology realm. I have an office job and one of my duties is minor IT work. I mean I only install printer software and do minor network fixes but that’s it, after that, I have to call the real IT guys and have … Continue reading Outdated
I’ve been single for a very long time now. Dated here and there but no relationship significant enough to have any real affection involved. What is affection? Definition of affection – a gentle feeling of fondness or liking. The only affection I give is to my pets and my family members, other than that, the feeling isn’t there. I’ve been chatting with this one guy … Continue reading Affection
My boss sent out an email last week telling the office that we can dress as comfortable as we would like considering that we would have to wear masks now in the office and out in public. (I still come to the office everyday, my company is considered an “essential business”) He says “I think we are not concerned with attire at this point, or … Continue reading The new norm
So I’m turning into a girly girl… I don’t know what’s happening but lately certain things have been changing. I’m all of a sudden wearing more girly clothes, looking nice and not just throwing on any jeans and t-shirt or hoodie I can find in my closet. I actually stand in front of my closet every night picking out what I am going to wear … Continue reading girly girl
So with everything going on with me, I’m beginning to think, am I having an episode? I’m so deathly afraid of having an episode that I could possibly be denying that I am in one. Does an episode mean I have to be depressed? I don’t even know if I am depressed. I haven’t been depressed in a long time. I know my mind is … Continue reading discombobulated episode
I haven’t spoken about my mental illness to anyone in a very long time until this past week. I’ve been doing great, I’ve been happy and moving along with life just fine. I still see my psychiatrist every few months. I didn’t think talking about my condition to someone new would start making me feel the way I do now, which I really can’t explain … Continue reading I want to crawl under a rock and hide…
I’ve been a sickly child my entire life. I was born one month premature, explains the sickly child thing. I can’t remember a time in my life when I wasn’t on any sort of medication whether it be over the counter or prescription, I’ve just been taking them all my life. It wasn’t until recently when I’ve gone a year or two without coming down … Continue reading I come with a warning label…
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