so my mind is blank

so my mind is blank. I don’t have writer’s block, my mind is simply blank. I haven’t really had much to think about lately or is it because I don’t want to think about anything. I actually don’t know, hmmm… It’s been like that for some time now. I know I want to write something, but I just sit there and stare at a blank page with lines on it and a little pink heart at the bottom right corner. The last I wrote anything in there was Nov 1st. I know it hasn’t been that long but for someone who writes something on almost on a daily basis, that’s a long time to not write anything. I know I’ve been on a down swing with regards to my personal life but I think in that aspect, I’m stuck in limbo. Neither up or down but not in the middle either. I actually really don’t know where I am. Huh, maybe that’s why my mind is blank? And when I try to think about certain things, I’ll get going on a topic and it never fails, my mind will go blank on me every time! In the middle of a sentence, in the middle of my next word, it just goes poof and I just drop my jaw and have a blank stare on my face with nothing to say and no explanation either then fade into the background. Snap back into reality, oh what was I saying, I have no clue? The subject has gone to what I call “lost thought land.” And my mind is blank yet again. And I am sure that many of you out there have had the same thing happen to you. And now, back to my mind being blank.


The Messenger – Linkin Park

For those of you who are going through rough times and can’t find a light at the end of the tunnel, I hope these words provide some comfort as they have for me many times before.

When you feel you’re alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instincts telling you to run

Listen to your heart
Those angel voices
They’ll see you to you
They’ll be your guide
Back home where life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you suffered it all
And your spirit is breaking
You’re growing desperate from the fight
Remember your love
And you always will be
This melody will always bring
You right back home

When life leaves us blind
Love, keeps us kind
When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh

-Linkin Park