Well it’s only been a little over three months and we are still going strong. My fears of something bad happening after two months that might jeopardize the relationship didn’t happen. I did tell him about it though. We are pretty good about saying what is on our mind. Usually it would take me a while to tell my significant other if something was bothering … Continue reading Saying “I Love You”
I’ve had this health condition that I’ve been living with for 20+ years now, costochondritis, or so I thought. Technically it should have gone away a long time ago but it hasn’t. It feels like someone stabbing you with a knife through the chest and twisting it over and over again. Normally it would pop up out of nowhere for like a day or two … Continue reading being sick all the time
In all my past relationships, I was always the one to like the other person more than they liked me. I was always the one making the plans to go somewhere or do something. I was always the one looking forward to the next time I saw them. In all those years, not once did I ever feel wanted or needed. In all my relationships, … Continue reading Wanted
My mom and I go on dates maybe once a month and we’ve been doing this since my real parents divorced. I’m always the stand in when she doesn’t have a significant other to cling on to. At some point after she and my stepdad divorced, she started dating. Since I’ve been in the dating scene for quite some time now, she turns to me … Continue reading My mom’s boyfriend
Everyone I know is either married with kids or has a significant other. I’m the only one who is actually “single.” When I’m in a group setting, the conversation revolves around their family life and there is nothing I can relate to because I really can’t relate to anything they talk about. As far as kids go, my kids are my two cats and my … Continue reading Singled Out
Are you okay? I get asked that question a lot, throughout the day, everyday. It really gets exhausting having to always answer “yes, I’m okay.” I get that there are those people who are positive or happy people all the time but I’m not one of them. I’m not saying I’m a sad person, I just don’t show that much emotion throughout the day and … Continue reading are you okay?
My parents divorce is a sore subject for me. The things that happened during and after and even to this day. They are cordial now but there are still some things that are not quite resolved. After all this time I didn’t think anyone had any idea of what I went through during my parents divorce. Today, I was talking to my brother about how … Continue reading The things we don’t talk about
It’s happening again. Good things are happening. Going out a lot. Not used to it and as a result, my body was a bit overwhelmed and has run out of energy. Not that it is a bad thing, don’t get me wrong, I had a lot of fun and would love to keep doing it, I just have to get used to it. But at … Continue reading Don’t run away
Growing up is the time when you try to figure your self out, but there is so much change going on in your life that you can’t exactly know who you are yet. There are those who are lucky enough to know themselves by the time they reach college. When you get to that time of being in relationships, you tend to gravitate to the … Continue reading finding and taking care of yourself
I feel like I have to re-examine myself as to what happened in the past, while I was trying to figure out how to deal with my mental illness, why things are the way they are now. I keep wondering if I should go back and read through my journals that I told myself I would never open again. Afraid that it might be a … Continue reading Going backwards
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