the words of God and the songs that sing of his praise seem to calm me down even in the midst of a downward spiral falling fast in the depths of what seems to be my hell, my prayer for God to help me and save me seem to have been answered. He catches me as i fall into His arms i rise up from … Continue reading hope
Our church plays softball every year and has a tournament among the UMC churches around L.A. The first year I was with the church, I practiced with them but was on vacation during the tournament. Last year, I fell down the stairs and injured my leg so I couldn’t play at all. This year, softball season started early. We played yesterday and I managed came … Continue reading hey batter batter
Mirror, Mirror, on the wall… I have always been afraid of you near or far The image you reflect is not of me But of something dark that I do not wish to see The demons that hide behind my eyes Wish to crawl through and be freed If they are allowed out I will be trapped Is it self esteem, being scared, or depression? … Continue reading Mirror, Mirror – Part 1
“forgive yourself and let God love you” Those words have been ringing in my ear since my pastor said them to me last night. He asked me how my personal life was going, as he would normally checking to make sure I was ok. With my recent encounters of life, being a pastor and knowing my history, I knew he wouldn’t judge me and I … Continue reading forgive yourself and let God love you
It’s been such a long time since I’ve gotten to sit down and enjoy an evening to myself… It’s been one crazy whirlwind of a week but I feel like it’s been longer than that. OKAY there are parts of life that always seem like it happened so fast that I’m still trying to catch up from everything that happened. Last weekend (Saturday) my brother … Continue reading time to hit the pause and reset button
A couple of years ago, I had a concussion and had to be put on meds to help get me back to normal and control migraines. One was to reset the neurotransmitters in my brain or something like that and the other was to help control the migraines from becoming so severe. That was on top of other medications I was on for other things … Continue reading meds… helpful or harmful? that is the question
A common misconception that people have about me… Yes I am clumsy, and weird, strange, emotional, and crazy sometimes but one thing I’m not is FRAGILE! People think that because I have a tendency to fall and hurt myself and cry like a baby with the smallest cuts or bruises and I wear my heart on my sleeve. On the flip side of that, I … Continue reading clumsy, not fragile
Well it definitely is a beautiful day and I can’t stop myself from smiling. Even though I woke up tired, I’m just in an all around good mood. So it seems that I am fully recovered from last week’s disasters… haha still can’t run properly but getting there… work is work, doing an escape room tonight with friends… and a weekend of fun to look … Continue reading It’s a beautiful day according to Michael Buble
Ok so I have a degree in CIS and I can do your basic computer fixes. No I’m not a tech guru but I think I know more than people think I do. It’s kinda nice when I have tech guys at work talking to me and they all of a sudden realize… oh she knows what she’s talking about. Yay to boost of self … Continue reading Techy Tech Girl
Sooo I got back into working out on Wednesday evening and did P90x3 – MMX. Man I had fun… can we do that again tomorrow? Nope, nope, and nope. Couldn’t sleep Wednesday night… I think I fell asleep around 2am then woke up every hour after that til I had to get up for work. Woke up – OH SOOO SORE!!! Got ready. Went to … Continue reading Tired clumsy zombie day
The Odd Clumsy Girl Stories 