It’s strange… i have this new found confidence in myself. I actually like how I look and feel. After years and years of always questioning… why does he like me? that’s weird. or Nah he’s just messing with me… Yes I’ve had a life long battle with very low self esteem and very low self confidence. Took me years to find… actually years doesn’t sum it all up… lets just say my entire life. up until now that is.